Wake up…

If only I could wake up…
this dreams become reality

Sometimes I’d rather give up…
then live this life in front of me

A sickly haze infects the soul
lies, deceit, the hurt I kept
oh god why I have I lost control?
I’ve died within, but haven’t wept

If only I could wake up…
this nightmare breathes my every breath

Sometimes I’d rather give up…
this sorrow begs my very death

No way to go-slow suicide
self induced this numb I feel
all the love within me died
no longer do I know whats real

If only I could wake up…
escape this world that left me jaded

sometimes I’d rather give up…
when all I’ve known has slowly faded

Lonely path, nothing to gain
haunted by each quiet night
in hope the rain will cleanse my pain
so I can finally do whats right…

If only I could wake up…